
I have been meaning to write for so long. First of all, a week at home (sick for a few days - very unlike me) and then no connection here at the Paralympics. But the intensity of the emotions and feelings and experiences are so fleeting that I would like to write something before it becomes too far in the past and I can forget what I experienced. The experience of some moments are so intense and certainly not at all programmed - I love living it. Lots of moments have been quite boring, some exciting, some interesting, some annoying and some like today so absolutley moving. Sometimes it feels like I am travelling and yet staying in one spot. I have had conversations and met all sorts of interesting people and observed lots. Feelings come and go and it is always amazing what I experience - and don't plan. It just happens and wow! I especially enjoy chance encounters and sometimes there are more of those when you are on your own. ....so back to where I left off last time and of course it becomes more synoptic the further into the past that I remember.
....back to the Olympics after the night of sledders being so supportive of each other I then spent an evening in doping with the bobsled team winners (we test one from each sled of the top 5 and then 3 random). The American had won a bronze and when I asked her how she was going to celebrate after doping she said that she was following her schedule - a pickup at midnight to arrive in Vancouver for a 4am taping of the Morning America show that would broadcast live in Eastern America in the morning. The Canadians were gold and silver. One sat texting in the doping station and the other sat quietly. It was pretty quiet - quite unlike the comraderie of the skeleton and luge racers. Some of them showed us their shoes and talked about their sleds, etc. Someone said that the two Canadians had once been team mates and now were on different sleds. Whatever the reason it was quiet and there was no sharing.
I managed to "watch" a hockey match with Canada playing in the semi-finals at the bar next door to Nita Lodge. Locals and internationals were crammed in. We waited to get in and then two of us got in. I loved the enthusiasm at the sports bar. It was nuts with noise. The female proprietor was so careful with numbers in the bar as apparently 8 extra liquor inspectators were hired for the Olympics and they could be shut down if there were too many patrons.
I went skiing on the final Sunday of the Olympics and yes Canada was playing USA in the finals and Blue Rodeo was playing in Whistler Live (on the stroll in Whistler Village ie in the street). I skiied and it was like being blind for most of the morning. I nearly quit as I could not tell if I was going up or down. Then I decided to enjoy the challenge of having my legs react and staying on easy slopes. Then my frustration changed to pleasure. I went in for lunch and lots of people were getting ready to watch the game. I went out and came back in to see how it was going. My goodness, the lodge at the top of the mountain was ricocheting with the cheering. It was amazing as the overtime goal went in. Then I skiied down to the Village and yes, I quit early and walked down the street with my skis so that I could listen to the concert in the street. Thousands of people wandering and listening and all excited with the hockey win. The energy of the crowds, the flags flying, faces painted and such a good family time. Everyone was so positive (as all through the Olympics) - all the positive energy of the crowds as the whole world seemed to come together. What a showcase for Whistler - it has a warm space for me as a place having been here all through the Olympics.
Then on to home for a week - though I did not feel great for a few days. Still I managed to catch up with a few people and spend some precious time with precious people. I stayed home 3 extra days as I wanted the time at home and I did not want any more time being retrained for what we already know. So with the bosses not happen with my decision in the end they could not force me to return when they wished. It was a good thing that I missed the training as it was a total repeat of what we already knew - I guess that they can still read slides to us as part of the training.
I knew that returning would probably be a letdown after our wonderful accommodation at the Olympics but hey a clean bed and an ensuite - that's all you need, right? I arrived at midnight and the bus from Whistler to the Village was not appearing. Eventually I discovered that the bus was there all along, I would be the only passenger and the driver was sleeping in his 'closed' bus. Anyways I made it. The accommodation is in big trailers - clean, functional and basic. I realized yet again that I really like the room when the sun shines in or when I go across the hall and see the trees outside. That makes a difference. ....no TV, no internet, no fireplace, no big tub, no big window but still a space for me and my stuff and kind of nice. A good light to read at night, a thermostat and hot water in the clean shower.
The food is really very good - I just don't like the 'grey' noise caused by all of the ducts. I meet some very interesting people sometimes when in the dining tent...as well as lots of other places.
I worked - not just put in the time for 3 days. We were looking for athletes in the village and the IPC has been so good at providing the address of all of the athletes....much faster than the Olympic group. So we go to find an atlete and they are now pretty easy to find. Also these athletes are so helpful at finding them for you if they are not in their room. Though we do not divulge the name of the person that we are looking for - sometimes they have a good idea (there are not that many) and they are so friendly and helpful. These athletes are absolutely amazing people and so many of them exude a real joy. Their spirits and smiles are so heartwarming. And then you learn something of their story. So many with such patience... I guess that they must learn some of that because they have to depend on the help of others to get through each day. This has touched me time and time again. It brings tears to my eyes to see the strength, courage, determination and perserverance that I see in so many of them. I see how they care for each other and how they are so willing to share with people like me. By the time I do the doping test, I would usually feel like I could hug each of them. Instead I shake their hand, wish them well and tell them how I admire them and thank them if they shared some of their story.
The American who skis and got a gold in Beijing in wheelchair basketball. She became paraplegic after a snowboarding accident. She tells that she is a bit of a risk taker and so chose to take up ski racing a couple of years ago. She told me that new doors opened as a result of her accident - successful elite sports. ...how to make lemonade from lemons.... Lots of these athletes have lost limbs due to cancer or accidents; paraplegics may have been in sports accidents. A volunteer Christian gal in the prayer room whom I talked to at dinner became a paraplegic after diving into shallow water. Josh who won silver today in the seated slalom ski lost the use of his legs when training for acrobatic snowboarding at an elite level.
Lots have vision impairment - 3 categories in the Paralympics depending upon how much they can see - totally blind and then two categories of vison - it seems some have a narrow bit of vision on the side on a narrow bit in the centre or some can see the outline of shapes. These skiers have a guide. I watched and tested the alpine events today - seated, standing (but not 4 limbs) and vision impaired were the categories today. I spoke with guides and vision impaired athletes and learned that they each have a microphone and earpiece in their helmet to get instructions about the course that they are racing. The trust that the impaired person must have in the seeing person boggles my mind. It seems that most of the guides were elite skiers before they took up this kind of racing. This is a way to race after their own racing was about done. It seems in Canada that you would have to be at least a provincial racer and in the case of the Spanaird they have been a pair for 8 years professionally. Prior to that the sighted person was on the national Spanish team. One Canadian gal has only been with her guide `15 months and this second guide of hers is now pregnant (same as the first one). Some females have male guides and not all are young. One of the skiers told me today that in the downhill that they can go over 100km/hr. How you guide someone at those speeds is beyond my comprehension.
I went to the Medals ceremony tonight after testing the athletes today. Because we were so many DCO's and chaperones we shared the testing. So that meant that if I was not doing the testing that I sometimes had to sit in the room instead of the chaperone (the boring part for the chaperone). So that meant that I had tested a fair number of the athletes on the podium tonight either today or randomly in the past few days. It was very moving for me to be there. The athletes were just so joyous and they clearly showed that to the crowd of I would guess 1,000???people. They posed for the cameras, shook hands and enjoyed the moments of glory. It was beautiful with the usual enthusiastic Whistler crowd, the anthems, flags, snow flakes falling, the Paralympic flame, trees in white lights still decorated in the background and a clock tower somewhere in the background. It was magical especially with the snow all evening. After it was all over and a band was playing and people dispersing there were the Mounties getting photos with lots of people. A few athletes wandered around the medals plaza. I congratulated a couple of them. I hugged the Spanish doctor whom I had met twice in the doping station. Then I hugged and congratulated the parents of the blind Spanish athlete and then the doctor got the athletes and I hugged them. I was in tears - such a wonderful moment for them.
During the medals there was an athlete from Belarus that I had tested. Only a few feet from me was her coach - an elderly gentleman fairly large with tears below his eyes. I had to give him a hug too. It was just such a moment. The gal on the stage was loving the glory and her spirit touched so many of us.
I had gone to the Medals Plaza alone. Seven of us I thought were going but I had confused the Village as Whistler Village and they were going to the Athletes' Village. So I jumped out of the car at the intersection and jumped onto the bus to Whistler Village. I am so glad that I did. It was a moving evening after testing so many of the athletes and feeling such a connection to them. By being alone it allowed me to linger and watch as the band played and the crowd changed. I had no agenda except to savour the moment and my feelings.
Like the other day, a chaperone spent time with an athlete and when they saw each other again (in the athletes' cafeteria where we were looking for another athlete)the athlete stopped and spent 5 minutes chatting to this lady. Now that is not what I usually expect but that girl (from Iceland - the only athlete from Iceland and training in the US) took the time and obviously felt some connection. What I have seen and felt is this connection that so many of these amazing happy individuals seem to create or allow to happen.
So I have had some amazing experiences. Even tonight I had dinner with an interesting couple - travelled the world with CEDA - so Chinese leaving China in 1959 to Hong Kong and eventually to Canada as an au-pere at 21 to support the family in Hong Kong. They risked everything getting out of China. This pm I chatted with a couple who I have spoken to quite a bit. Today I learned that they spent 5 years sailing around the world in their youth. Yesterday I had lunch with someone who practises yoga as a spiritual practice and the day before the gal who had her story of Christ being her raison d'etre. Even the bus driver can tell me what it is like to live on the ship and have a roomate who snores. So many interesting things in a day. Aren't I lucky?
These Paralympic games have given me some 'food for thought'. For that, I am thankful - to enjoy so many feelings as they run through my body and to be able to think of friends and family and how important they are to me even though I choose to be away.